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Of Writing And My Little Pony
Published on May 27, 2006 By mittens In Just Hanging Out
I'm beginning to realize that Michigan's seemingly-schizophrenic weather patterns actually do follow some kind of predictable logic. Not in when things occur, of course, but there are definite "seasons" that begin and end, honestly, whenever the Elder Michiganians Up High designate that the season in question starts and terminates. For instance, summer is just now beginning as of May 27. Would you like to know how I know this? Because the weather forecast for the next week is all eighty degrees or greater with a minimum of 75% humidity. Perhaps you remember this gem from July of last summer? Well, I do. That's a Michigan summer for you. Sure, our temperatures may appear mild compared to somewhere like Phoenix or Houston, but we like to even the gap a bit with humidity.

Well, here's a plot twist. I have air conditioning this year. Take that, nature.

Also, about a week ago I made a deviation from my standard practice and posted a fairly personal entry and, across the gambit of sites that I generally mirror entries on, I actually received some pretty fantastic feedback from a whole crap ton of people. The summary of the last week, as far as that entry is concerned, is that a day or two after it was posted I got to thinking. Actually, I got to thinking during and around the time I was posting it as well. Either way, I did my bestest to try and fix things, coming "clean" about my own insecurities and worries about relationships in general and all that jazz. Long story short, things are going to work out.

Something that I have been negligent about pointing out over the course of the entire month is the fact that I've seen two movies in theaters which are absolutely worth telling my loyal reader-base about: Thank You For Smoking and Mission Impossible III. Just how great the former of the two wasn't really a surprise, to be honest, but it was still a fantastically entertaining and hilarious movie. The surprise of the bunch, though, definitely goes to MI3 with Tom "What Would Xenu Do?" Cruise leading the cast of the second sequel to one of my favoritist movies ever. MI3 ended up being such a surprisingly entertaining movie that my two friends and I, upon seeing the credits, had absolutely on idea that the movie was actually more than two hours long. The action was intense and engrossing, the acting was great, the plot was more like the original movie than the John Woo abomination, and it was simply a hilarious movie. Good 'ol J.J. Abrams may have absolutely no idea how to handle subplots in Lost (there were also some entertaining allusions to that show in MI3 as well), but he sure as hell did a good job with MI3.

And I don't care how batshit crazy Tom Cruise may be in real life. He's still a good enough actor that I love him in movies. Plus, and let's be honest here, the craziest actors are generally amongst the best. I mean, seriously, Sir Anthony Hopkins frickin' eats people when he's not filming movies.

Er, wait. I think something is wrong there. Oh well.

I started playing Heroes of Might and Magic V today and I came to a very important conclusion: I don't like games that make me feel like I'm playing a My Little Pony simulator. I'm sure the game is a fantastic turn-based fantasy game, but... Just, wow. I can't even think about the things that occur in that game without either being repulsed by perty little mini-horses or worried that just witnessing the game makes me level up my nerd passive ability far more than I feel comfortable with. So, for the meantime, I'm just going to go ahead and leave my "game of choice" as Rise of Legends, which is still providing me with a whole buncha real-time strategy goodness even as I trek my way through the familiar ground of the single-player campaign in an effort to get back to the start of the Cuotl campaign (the third of the three offered).

Sounds about good for an entry, I suppose. Tomorrow should involve me writing the finishing pages Chapter Four of the book. It's currently at about seven-eight pages, and it felt good when I wrapped up yesterday's writing session with confidence that it didn't suck. Well, at least, it didn't suck nearly as much as I still feel Chapter Three does. I'm still convinced that the "modern day" thread of that chapter is incredibly weak -- especially compared to the introduction of the "letter format" to the main character's wife. That kind of stuff can be ironed out down the road, though. With this fourth chapter I think I finally am getting an idea of what the main conflict of the book is. If nothing else, I know what the entry plot point into the main conflict of the book is. To be honest, I haven't really had an idea of where I was going with the book since I made the main character switch from a psychotic serial killer to a far more protagonistic kind of guy.

But that's for tomorrow. Unless I don't reach a good point for the chapter to end on, in which case I'll either post a quick update about it or I'll just wait until it's done to put it up.

she knew about those wooden boys, it's an empty love to fill the void
Comments
on May 28, 2006
Well here in England, if you blink, you miss the Summer. We have a few odd days of sunshine and then days and days and days of rain. Last week was a really nice week. Loads of sunshine. I took my little niece in the garden, and we was running about and playing, and it was really hot. Then all of a sudden it just all went grey, and there was lightening, and then thunder, and it was pouring with rain within moments. Ha...that was a long way of saying, yes we have freak weather here too!

I'm glad the personal entry helped. As some stupid phone company says....it's good to talk! It sometimes helps to get a new perspective on things, and from your last update it looks like things turned out pretty well! So yay!

I don't like Tom Cruise. He's short, and I think you always have to watch short men! Hehe *Hides from angry short men*

I wish I had the dedication to finish the stuff I start to write, it sounds like you are getting far with it. I notice when I'm writing, when I'm actually in the process of doing it, I think to myself that is it awful, and how was I ever silly enough to think I could write something. When I read it back I am usually pleasantly surprised. Not really because it's wonderful, it is just impossible to be as bad as I think it is in my head!
on May 28, 2006
Funny you mention the short guy thing; I'm generally a big fan of totally making general assumptions about people based on very little information (it's the House side of me coming out), and I think there's actually a case to be made for generalizations about short guys. My mom generally made a reference to some kind of "short man syndrome" that, if I remember correctly, entailed just a less patient, quickly angered, and far more masculine-displaying personality in short guys. Whether that's actually true or not, I'm not sure, but there might be something to that. Of Mice and Men certainly seems to think so.

The one thing that freaks me out about Tom Cruise is how he runs in his movies. In both War of the Worlds and Mission Impossible 3 he's just got this oddly robotic run. It creeps me out, I won't lie.

I used to feel that everything I wrote was crap, but that feeling slowly went away over time. Actually, that's not true at all, but I figure if I tell that to myself it'll eventually be true. I like to have one or two of my close friends read whatever I'm working on shortly after I work on it to provide some outside feedback shortly after I finish a new chapter or draft or something. That's also something I really enjoy about EG, actually. We're both writers and while she's more bashful about showing me her stuff, she'll always read my work and give me feedback on it. Other than her, though, I don't have any close writer or English-major friends. I'm one of the only people in my, fairly extensive and diverse, group of friends who isn't majoring in some variety of Engineering. I also always post the first "full" draft of every chapter I write to my site and JU in the hopes that eventually people will read it and give me some feedback... But the chances of that happening become increasingly slim as I get further along in an, admittedly, long work.

And most of writing is, just as you said, dedication. There's definitely an intrinsic writing talent that some people possess (whether or not I do, I'm not sure), but for the most part writing a large work is just all about the dedication to occasionally sit down and write out a few pages or chapter or whatever every now and then, reviewing and rewriting your work, and then rinsing and repeating as desired. I know that I've started big projects in the past before that, when I looked back on them every a week or two later, seemed absolutely horrid... But this time I have a bit more experience under my belt, a fairly fresh idea that I really enjoy exploring, and the conviction necessary to actually follow it through to completion. And, really, that kind of determination is what matters.

Or so I think, anyway.