The title is a bit melodramatic, but I figure that's kind of what I'm doing. I'm not starting over a totally new leaf in my life or anything… Rather, I'm correcting the leaf I've been trying to lift for the last couple months by going back to the lifestyle I feel most comfortable in. There was a comment made to my last entry, and I'm not talking about little_whips very odd comment that couldn't have been more off the mark, though I can definitely see where he got it. However, the comment that I'm referring to was made by Floozie (interesting name, by the way): "The problem being that you only find them when you're ready which is not necessarily the same time as when you want to." The comment really struck a chord with me, though I'm not sure if what I took away from it was really what she was shooting at, but whatever.

I don't really enjoy being uber-social. I mean, I like going out to the occasional party, but I'm not a big every day of every weekend partier. I like going once a month; though, more often is ends up being once every couple months. I really just enjoy being able to do my own thing. I mean, I'm a little college boy! Homework withstanding, if I want to just fuck around on a Friday/Saturday night and play video games or get addicted to a new TV show (which, by the way, I have two new recommendations: The Office and The Shield), I should be able to. At this point in time, I just want to live my life the way I enjoy. I'm just not "ready" for any type of "real" relationship.

I really want to graduate from college, get a full-time job, a nice apartment that I can plan on living in it for a few years, and then simply let my life fall into place as it does. I mean, if I happen to find "the right girl" somewhere along the line, so much the better. I'm generally considered a "good friend" by girl; which I really enjoy for the most part.

With this decision, has come another decision: I'm done blogging about my personal life. I thought about doing this a while ago, and quit writing about my personal life for a long while. This time, though, I'm done for the foreseeable future. Hope you've enjoyed the aspects of my personal life that I did share. Also, this is by no means an indication that I'm DONE blogging; I'll still write about movies, games, etc. I'm just done spilling my personal life for everyone to see.

I am Jack's mending heart and relaxed frame of mind.